Parliament Vs Election

Kal raat meri T V mujhe dekhti rahi,

neend mujhe apni aor khichti rahi,

neend ka jhonka mere man ko choo gaya,

aur ek raat bina dekhe Afghanistan ka future sogaya.....

This blog is dedicated to the more than 600 candidates who are willing to win some less than 35 seats from kabul.. These days kabul residents are witness to the Big banners and posters of election participants. some times it makes me to think " Are we capable handling democracy?" " are the leaders of this country doing anything to make understand the people of afghanistan the true meaning of the democracy?".. And most remarkable issue which one can see here is that almost 90 percent of the of the candididates are standing in this election as an independent cadiditates .. Big hotels and halls are booked by the campaigning candidates and the astonishing part is that candidates are most concern about giving free 5 star meal to every one at gathering .. their speeches are the last thing they are concern with .. I still remember the words of an old man from Gulbahar that Afghan thinks of there stomach rather of the Brains.. I find that statements to be true( on behalf of the candidates ) but they dont understand that people are now aware of the fact that once the election is over non of them will be seen around . The winner will be inside their bullet proof car with tinted glasses and loosers will vanish like horns from ass head ..

I am writing this blog not defame any candidates but i willing to make them understands the fact that stop playing with the Afghan and Afghanistan future. I request all the respected candidates to fight for dignity and betterment of the nation. The nation which is coming out of the ashes and bloods of million innocent people killed all during the past 30 years. Lets become a true son of soil and help each other to over come the obstacle on the way of bringing back Afghanistan on the path of success and growth. It should be in our life agenda to spread the true meaning of democracy and giving the International Community a hint of the fact that Afghans care for Afghans no matter of ehtincity race and religion .. Because this is proven fact that till the time we are not UNITED aims ONE GOAL we are going to win this war .. Spreading Education and providing oppurtunity the educated Afghan will also encourage people who willing to leave afghanistan reasoning the inequality, insecurity and corruption. On my own research with common people around the kabul city, i found almost 80 percent of kabulites searching/looking for the oppurtunity to leave afghanistan and settle somewhere in world but not afghanistan.

This is a golden opportunity for the people(including election commission staff, candidates and al those people involve in the process) of Afghanistan to show their courage and determination; to prove their inclination to establish a democratic life for themselves; to empower it beyond any doubt to deal with the Taliban and other challenges faced by them; to develop self confidence of their women by allowing them to participate in elections; to dispel any doubt in the minds of their wavering brethren and convince them that the days of senseless violence are over; to confirm to the international community that the general public of Afghanistan have really no belief in the barbarian practices of the bygone ages.
This is especially relevant to Afghan Youth. It is for them to ensure a good turn not only in their personal lives but also in the political and economic standard of their country. They should act with clarity of thought and should help their countrymen to become free from terrorists. They should not fall victims of demagoguery and also should save others from that danger.

LET JOIN HAND IN GIVUNG THE RIGHT ONE THE RIGH SHARE .

LONG LIVE AFGHANISTAN

Amrullah Saleh Vs Pakistan Sponsored Terror(Taliban)

Today when i turned On the T.v set at 6PM (+4.30), I was very happy to hear that still people exist in Afghanistan who are care for this country. Mr. Amrullah Saleh the former Head of NDS openly raise his voice against the bringing Taliban to the mainstream. Mr. Saleh who is has been always praised by the national and international media around the world for his exceptionally well organised team and staff of the NDS. Mr. Saleh who was always out spoken about his feeling for ISI and openly critisis its evil doings inside afghanistan was the only key figure inside the Cabinet of Mr. Karzai who use to reject any kind of negotiations with taliban. Since Mr Karzai found him as a great obstacle to reach out for his taliban brothers, He played a stage drama which we all witnessed at the PEACE Jirga .

During his Post resignation talk with the media , he said that there are a no. of reasons for his resignation but he will concluded all in one snetence that he resigns as Head of NDS. I still remember the maytredom of his Deputy Mr. Dr.Abdullah who was Maytre at a gathering in eastren part of afghanistan and the roaring voice of Mr. Saleh where he talked of revenge. For those whos thinks that Mr. Saleh is a Tajik and represents only can be one reason to prove them wrong
Mr. Saleh recent comments has been a huge slap to Mr. Karzai's evil thoughts of bring taliban to the Mainstream politics. Bring taliban to kabul may rise to another phase of civil war in afghanistan .. Mr. Karzai thinks that by this step or desicion he may get back the support of the Pushtoons but he is not aware that many of the mujahids of the United Islamic Front for the salvation of Afghanistan more commonly named as the Northern Allaince By the International media were Pushtoon brothers who gave their blood for the cause of removing the seeds of this idealogy of talibanisation of the region . The Term taliban for me means spread of illiteracy, backwardness, and more importantly bringing pakistans direct control over the galant people of afghanistan.
Bring taliban back to the power will be an act of ungraditude towards the Millions of Tax payer around the world who are giving Aid to Afghanistan , and through which Billions of Dollars have entered Afghanistan
I really dont know what is really making Mr. Karzai to come up with these kinds desicion and i wish and hope that he must think again on the matter and must think Like true Afghan.
30 years of war is enough people are really tires of the current situation .
At the conclusion of this I may have the honour to accept my unconditional support and my best wishes to Mr. Saleh for future endeavours.

Never Ending Complains can be ended with never Disclosed Reasons !!

Dear Friends i need not confess again about my being a lazy blogger .. since i have already did it in my earlier blog.. I am a hopefull character with a confusing Nature that is what i have dis covered about myself ... Since the discovery of me being confused Character .. i may not blog again about any personal changes in my life as it may contradict my my statements which i would be sharing and every time a would be justifying myself .. this is the reason why i made this topic by the Name of Never Ending Complains ..........

Life is like a disposable item it comes and goes .. Just one time opportunity!!! Opportunities within opportunity.. If we correctly understand this statement.. then i suggest we should study the history and research on mistery which is future for the betterment of today ..

what i really willing to say is the simple philosophy: Fill what's empty. Empty what's full. Scratch where it itches.. and in simple word i would say Learn and learn and learn each day each moment from each experience of your life.. , .. My future blog will be on social issues encountered by me inside my own society...

FE AMMANULLAH

tWiSt N tUrN

I am Lazy blogger.. It can be guessed by the Gap i have took between my last blog and now...
A lot had happen in between.. some can be shared and some been buried deeeep inside the heart...
Afghanistan, I have neva understand this country since the time i have arrived here . At times it gives me hope and strenght but at the same time it makes disappointed and week.. out come confusion confusion confusion ................., One of my hope and desire was to return back here and work for the better future.. .. but the state of confussionness has over shadowed my Dreams and desires ...

Sometimes i think is it worth of being here??.. since a normal Life span of human may be 60 years or 65 Years and i have already crossesd 26 years of it which means almost half of it.... does it really matters what i feel or desire for this country .. i can have the best of fun in India .. or then this Brain arises one more question that may be every afghan has this desire in their heart to be an active member in rebuilding afghanistan and bringing back its old glory but there has to be some one who spark that Josh or that fire... again within a moment may be faster then a blink .. this brain comes up with brand new question .. where are the men of this nation who had an apprehensiveness or idealogy like the The Martyr The Great Masoud our National Hero , First President of Republic of Afghansitan. Martyr President Daud Khan and Martyr President Dr. Najibullah .. None of them are alive .. everytime a compassionate son of this soil has emerge is been killed.
Alot is there to be said on the issue but due the limited free time in office .. i am concluding this topic as a bleek past, uncertain present and confusing Future....

415 Days have arleady passed

31 jan' 09, 04.00Am - My phone started Ringing, It was Hudayb telling me that he is waiting downstairs as usual but... still unsual ...hmmm ever one was around me at home, dad, mum with her wet eye,Grandma, sarah's tremmbling voice, Zaid's PJs showing that he is coolingness as nothing so serious is around but between his brusting into tear and that plastic smile was my one word, Murid and Majid .. Massih and elyas my two cousin trying to help me by taking my luggage.. each second of that moment was so precious i neva thought.. life is taking me away from my attachement..





Hudayb's call again -- 'abhay sale chal na hai ki nahi' . I looked at Daddy's face " Ma Raftam Khai, Mara bukhshen " I hug Mum and felt her rolling tears on face.. Moment can be discribe as the most emotional moment of life .. In that hug when i close my eyes, i saw a short glimpse of my past stages of my life a child, a spoiled teen, and now a 25 year old adult.. how i have been brought up, sacrifice she did and the hardships she faced. I felt like a kid who barely can walk around and being taken away from his mother.... What a gift God has given to Mankind " Parents".





I left home and i saw my friend Syed Hudayb Mahmood with his Dhano waiting for me .. i sat at the front seat beside hudayb. Masih and elyas where sitting at rear seat of the car, i lite my cigerate.



We were just remembering the College days fun, when i ask the hudayb did he contact Neha. He said yes but she neva responded .. I was a bit disappointed by her immature behaviour, since I always considered her as one of my best friend to whom i shared every things.., And she will always hold the same place.



I dont have friends but i have best friends .. I would love to confess that My friends are the best assets of my love.

We reached near Radisson Hotel, We witness a huge Sky of fog since the area is open and near IGI Airport . the speedpmeter of the car went down from 60km/h to 10Km/h. It was like an adventurous trip. At 5.15 Am, we reached at the airport, get my passport and ticket ready to enter the terminal. So i did bye bye formality with my beloved cousins and my friend, and aproached towards the terminal Entry. Security at the entry Asked me " Document please" , after seeing it he said ' Kabul Jayega' and i said "YES". I met everyone who were important to me but only Neha, which was pinching me every moment.

415 days has gone since my first trip to Afghanistan.

MeMoRiEs ArE tO cHeRrIsH